Here I stand,
Upon the valley of solitariness
Uncertainty is upon on my shoulder
Insanity shatters my soul
Pain abound my fuss world

I hide in my shell of solemnity
And in my stillness, I weep
And whispers my song in vanity
I danced every rhythm and tunes of life
Grasping for something I didn’t know

One soulful night,
I gather fragments of my life
And skim every varlet of it
Regrets is all in my mind
      …on the things that passed
And whisper a crime to heaven
Pains shed my naked soul
Tears flows into its very core
As I see the measure of the fading pleasure

Mind awaits,
Real happiness,
     …contentment and serenity
As I walk,
…in this dreamy river of nothingness

Questions has been fleeing in my mind

Why does my heart e'er beat in the wrong person

Why I always long of an amiss love

Why do my heart whispers the name belong to others

Why can't I stop my eyes, glancing on you?

Why can't I stop my mind thinking of you?

Why do my lips longed for a kiss

Which never meant for me?

Every night I keep on dreaming of you

I dream how it feels to be wrapped by your arms

To be kissed by you

And to be next to you

Before I closed my eyes

I whisper I little prayer of hope

That you might dreamt of me

And you may recognized me one day

In my heart I hold that hope

That all my fantasies will become into reality

And my dreams would become into real one

And someday I can hold you forever

And not only in my dreams..